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Saturday, January 5, 2013

End of 2012/Start of 2013 Update

Thought I would update the blog with some new photos and recent happenings.  We've been busy..... and I've been exhausted.  LOL.  This house deal is draining on me.  Still searching for the perfect place...yet to be found.  We walk thru houses all the time now, even did one today.  I might have found a good one this afternoon though, we will see.  I just want in a new place so bad...it's very stressful living here as far as space issues are concerned.  So much kid stuff, Emma is almost outgrown her bassinet and is about to be forced to move into Kyla's room where she talks and sings herself to sleep each night.  My niece stayed the night with us two nights ago.  She is now 7 years old and even she had to sleep on the couch because Kyla wouldn't stop talking to her.  LOL.  I am scared if we are forced to move Emma in there with her.  Emma needs peace and quiet and a non-stop talking/singing 3 year old sharing a room with her...oh my.  I don't want to experience that.  Kyla is on break from school right now for the Holiday's.  It has been a nice break for me, just to chill at home for a bit. 

I do have to say, the adjustment from always working, to working PT and becoming a Mom to becoming a Mom of 2 and not working....probably biggest adjustment of my life.  It has been a huge change for me.  I'm not sure I'm good at it.  I know I'm a good Mom, or as Greg says, a "great Mom," but sometimes it's hard to see my worth.  I think it may be hard to see now, but looking back years from now it will be easy.  I know the girls need me and I will be here for them, but I honestly don't see myself doing this forever.  Or maybe I will for a while...heck it's only been since August that I've been home FT.  Maybe it will still be some time before I'm adjusted. 

Ky had a Christmas program at school.  I'll try to upload a video of her to this post.  She was so excited Greg came and hardly sang, just keep saying "hi" to Dad and "take a picture of me," hahaha she is so strange. 

Emma is now almost 7 months old (on the 14th) and I can't believe how fast it has gone.  She is becoming much easier, she is more happy now and patient.  She is a beautiful happy girl, but she's also pretty lazy compared to Kyla at her age.  She has yet to roll from her back to her tummy, she has gotten close but it's almost like she is scared to get off balance and stops herself when on her side.  She has gone from her tummy to her back twice and I think those were more accidents than anything else.  It's funny though because she wants to crawl so bad, she flaps her arms and legs, but just scoots a few inches here and there.  She's pretty cute.

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